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The Day I Stopped Liking You

aamylt
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I liked you because you were sweet.
I liked you because you liked me and it was making you such a nice person.
I liked you because when I was getting drunk, you were saying that I look cute.
I liked you because when I was saying that I can be bitchy, you were saying that in your eyes I'm still a beautiful girl in a flower crown.
I liked you because you were so spontaneous and prone to improvise when it was coming to our meetings.
I liked you because you could talk to me for hours and we never run out of topics.
I liked you because you were hugging me tight, kissing me gentle and calling me sweet names.
I liked you because you have such a deep personality and yet it was so easy to communicate with you.
I liked you because....
I liked you because you made me feel special.

But then it became different. It got complicated. And complicated always makes me annoyed. It didn't take much time for things to change.
I started feeling annoyed by how you treat me.
I was feeling annoyed by how you look.
I was feeling annoyed by how you enter my room like you are living here.
I was feeling annoyed by the words you say.
I was feeling annoyed by all your ideas.
I was feeling annoyed by your every action.
And in the same way, I was feeling annoyed by every action that you didn't take.
I was feeling annoyed by every conversation that you started and even more annoyed when you didn't talk to me for days.
I was feeling annoyed by how grateful you are for everything that I am doing for you yet the simple gratitude wasn't enough anymore.
I was feeling annoyed by how much your attitude changed and how much our relationship changed.
I was feeling annoyed by your weirdness - the thing that made me like you so much in the first place.

But I still liked you, or, better to say, I liked the memories of how much I liked you.
But things change fast. And you are not the right person anymore.

20.03.2016 - 12.05.2016
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